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THE DARK Mother

A

wild woman Retreat

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oct 29- nov 1

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New Mexico

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The Dark Mother 
She rises from the depth of grief in ecstasty. 
transforming into a portal.
guiding life from oneness into vibrational form.
She has always been.
Steady as the flow of life to death and back again.
No amount of denial and shame can tame her mastery
 of elemental magic.
Her understanding of quantum hearing.
Shh, she says,
Now we listen.
Now we see.
I haven’t been waiting for you.
I am you. 

Dark 

mother

conduits

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Lalla Rose

Lalla Rose is an embodiment of black light.  As a walking earth temple, she grounds void into matter acting as a monadic conduit initiated by and into the Sophia Dragon Tribe.  Her greatest excitement and gifts lie in her tantric practice, of deeply and unconditionally loving all, to intertwine the feminine with the masculine in ecstatic oneness.  Her god and her lover is Mystery. She believes that everyone should return to innocence and their inner child and then fuck.  Known for expressing wild freedom and liberation for ecstatic expression.  Her retreats create initiation experiences that guide your consciousness to embodied remembrance of its natural heavenly state.  She lives life through the magnetic flow of love, which brought her down the path of Dakini, Kundalini Yoga, and over a decade of practicing energy medicine arts, using Theta.  She continues to penetrate the Akash to deepen the multidimensionality and expansion of the soul self.  As a Sex Shaman, she has studied in ritualistic temples. She is currently completing the Energetic Orgasm course and will be releasing her first book "The Past Life of Simon Peter" this summer. 

Schedule

thursday

3:00 - Arrive

find your goddess room, unpack, explore the beautiful property.

 

 

5:00-.Dinner

 

 

 

7:00- Opening Circle 

introductions, consent, setting intentions, inviting in the masters.  

 

 

8:00 -Open to the mystery 

 

 

Friday

 

8:00 -Dark mother Elixers

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8:15- open to movement​

 

 

8:45 - Breakfast

 

 

10:00 -  Hathor Kundalini Yoga

this ancient yoga style specializes in bringing awareness to the sexual energy residing in the base of the spine, and rising it.

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12:30 - Lunch

 

 

2:00 -open to the mystery 

 

 

5:00 - Dinner

 

 

7:00 - Serpent Sensual Dancing

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Saturday

 

8:00 - Dark Mother Elixers

a special drink to awaken the senses

 

 

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8:45 - Breakfast

 

 

10:00 - Dark mother Dynamic meditation

using the breath, voice and body movement to move stuck energy, clearing sexual trauma 

 

 

12:00 - Lunch

 

 

1:00 - open to the mystery 

 

 

5:30 - Dinner

 

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10:00 - Wild Woman Magdelene Channeling

commune and receive messages from the Magdelene Collective

 

Sunday

 

8 :00 - dark mother Elixers

a tantalizing tea

 

 

8:15 -Self Pleasure Closing circle

using the power of the yoni and our sexual creatrix energy to manifest and seal in the codes received over the weekend.

This is a loose schedule open to the flow of the event 

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Location

New Mexico

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Join us for a weekend of raw, wild, unleashed divine, feminine expression and love.

Where we will acquaint ourselves with our shadow so that we may more brightly shine our light.

Creating a bond of sisterhood to be held, to be seen in a safe container 

based upon consent and boundaries.

Where your inner Dark Mother is not only welcomed but encouraged.

 

The time of denying the Dark Mother is coming to an end. 

It is time for women to reclaim their power in the darkness. 

The repression of this archetype is no accident. 

Our power of creation, our sexual expression, our strength

lie in the darkness, in the shadow self, in the freedom of uninhibited rage.

 

The mysticism and strength of a woman who embodies the light and the dark 

is unmatched and has throughout history been met with fear. 

When we look into the eyes of the Dark Mother we see our own darkness, our rage and desires. 

We have been taught to look away, to repress our shadow and our inner dark feminine. 

This denial of self leads to dysfunctional projection and destruction of the dark mother anywhere she resides in the outer world. 

The Earth, Women, Magic, Sexuality, Grief and Rage in every human being.

 

“Whatever is rejected from the self, appears in the world as an event.”  ― C.G. Jung

 

We no longer accept this repression of the root of existence. 

The work begins with reclaiming our own shadow.

Together we will walk toward the Dark Mother. 

Surrender as she engulfs us in her infinite dark womb to emerge reborn,

Fully alive where the very vibration of life force is enough to 

send waves of pleasure throughout the body and throughout all of existance 

 

When you surrender to death, 

You are free to truly live. 

 

The New Earth is coming and all facets of the Divine Feminine are needed

to birth the New Age. What is your role in this turning of the tides?

The Dark Mother is waiting to show you.

Will you answer the call?

PRICING

EARLY BIRD PRICING - $1100

AFTER sept 28th - $1333

DEPOSIT TO HOLD SPOT $250

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Why Hawaii?

The Womb of Creation

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The land in Hawaii carries a specific frequency of Primary Creation. As the fire of the volcano meets the water of the ocean, a portal of the "First Breath" is held open.

  • The Land as Teacher: She teaches us the culture of Aloha and Malama (stewardship) not through books, but through the feeling of the trade winds and the heat of the stone.

  • The Mother’s Womb: This land is a physical manifestation of the womb—a place of warmth, pressure, and the raw power of life coming into form.

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The land is Kumu

a six week descent into the heart of the Mother

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In the ancient ways, the land was not merely a place we walked upon; she was the source of all wisdom, the original Mother, and the ultimate Teacher. Return to Roots is an invitation to enter the Mystery School of the Earth.

This is not a course taught by humans. This is a journey where the Land herself initiates you. We gather to remember how to listen to the moss, the lava, and the lineage of the ground beneath our feet. We return to the womb of the world to be reborn into our own sovereignty.

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To Earth To Mother

Begins October 1st.

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The Architecture of Return

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  • The Earth is the Primary Physician: We go to the land first to heal our disconnection.

  • Sacred Play & Exploration: We approach the land with the curiosity of a child, entering Gaia’s Mystery School with wonder.

  • Sovereign Stewardship: We learn that to care for the temple land is to care for our own bodies.

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The Journey: Two Pathways to the Center

1. The Digital Pilgrimage (6-Week Online Journey) For six weeks, we gather in the virtual temple to prepare the soil of our consciousness.

  • Weeks 1-2: Clearing the Canopy. Stripping away the noise of the modern world to hear the subtle pulse of the Earth.

  • Weeks 3-4: Deep Rooting. Connecting with ancestral lines and the subconscious "underworld" of our own timelines.

  • Weeks 5-6: The Flowering. Learning the language of the elements and preparing for the full integration of the soul.

2. The Physical Integration (Optional 1-Week Temple Immersion) To close the container, you are invited to travel to the Eztia Temple Land on the Big Island of Hawaii. Here, the online teachings move from the mind into the marrow. You will stand on the newest earth on the planet—land still being born from fire—to receive your final initiation directly from the Kumu of the Pacific.

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The bridge back to roots

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In a world that has been severed from its source, we find ourselves adrift. The Bridge Back to Roots is the intentional architecture we walk to find our way home. It is a path that spans the distance between who you have been told to be and the ancient, indigenous soul that lives in your marrow.

The Architecture of the Bridge

Phase 1: The Internal Scaffold (The 6-Week Digital Journey) The first half of the bridge is built within. Through our online container, we clear the static and prepare the body to hold the high-frequency medicine of the Monad.

  • Tuning the Instrument: Learning to hear the "Kumu" of your own local land.

  • Building the Foundation: Establishing the daily practices of stewardship and somatic earth-connection.

  • The Call of the Mother: Developing the sensitivity required to step onto sacred ground with proper protocol and an open heart.

Phase 2: The Physical Crossing (The 1-Week Temple Immersion) For those called to cross the bridge fully, the journey culminates on the Eztia Temple Land in Hawaii. This is where the bridge touches the earth.

  • Into the Womb: Stepping off the digital bridge and into the literal fire and water of the Mother.

  • Held by the Lineage: Crossing the threshold into the care of our Indigenous Kumus and Elders. Here, the bridge is reinforced by the hands of those who have never left the roots.

  • The Birth of the New: Completing the initiation by planting your own prayers into the volcanic soil—becoming a living part of the land’s ongoing story.

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The Exchange

We offer two ways to cross the bridge. Whether you join us in the digital temple or walk the sacred soil of Hawaii, you are entering a container of deep stewardship and soul initiation.

Option 1: The Digital Pilgrimage

The 6-Week Online Journey A deep dive into Earth-based consciousness, Gaia’s Mystery School, and the foundational practices of Monadic Medicine from anywhere in the world.

  • Exchange: $444

Option 2: The Full Initiation

The 6-Week Online Journey + The 1-Week Temple Immersion Prepare your vessel through the 6-week course and complete the bridge by traveling to the Eztia Temple land in Hawaii. Experience the direct teachings of our Indigenous Kumus and Elders and immerse yourself in the roots of the Pacific.

  • 6-Week Course: $444

  • Temple Immersion Week: $444

  • Total Exchange: $888

(Note: The $444 for the immersion week covers the sacred container, elder teachings, and land stewardship. Travel, food, and lodging are separate.) we have options to stay at the temple-inquire with us.

Why 444?

The number 444 is a signature of stability and the four corners of the Earth. It represents the "lava Anchor" we are building together—a foundation that is solid, protected, and deeply rooted in the heart of the Mother.

A Note on Integrity & Reciprocity

By choosing to join this journey, a portion of your exchange goes directly back to the Indigenous Kumus and the stewardship of the Temple Land. This is how we practice the medicine we teach—by ensuring the "Primary Physician" (the Earth) and her traditional guardians are nourished and supported.

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